I have a tendency to cling myself to the girl I love, really clingy. I always want to be with that person all the time, or talk to that person day and night. When we don’t talk even for just a few hours, I miss her instantly. But the thing is that I don’t let her know how much I want to talk to her all day long, or how much I miss her even when we just talked a few hours ago. I don’t hold her back if she has to go just because I don’t want her to go, or I don’t tell her to just be with me instead of somewhere else. I guess it’s not really clingy at all because I let her have her space, but I do feel a little sadden inside. I know deep inside that I want to be with her all the time, but I need to separate myself from her from time to time because she has things to do. I am not clingy physically, but I’m clingy emotionally.

It feels like everything is a mess when the person I love is not around, and everything is at its place again when we talk again. I’ve always been the kind of lover to love with their all, with no holding back. My feelings are pure and I give all that feelings to her, and put in all effort to make her happy and feel loved. And when the relationship ends or the person I love decides to leave, I have nothing left because I just poured all of me to that person.

I wish I can care less, you know?